Suffice it to say, this song pretty much sums up the abundance and lack that coarse through my veins at this phase of my life. Being 20-something can be quite difficult as it's the time when I must hit the tipping point of all things necessary that shall consequently determine the trajectory of my life in the next 20 years. My life today is a case of endless possibilities and fleeting opportunities that are pronounced with a lot of prodding, and a lot more prying from friends and family. My responsibilities are jacking up lately to a point that I can't seem to get a break. It's a come and go kind of deal that's been driving by as if there was no speed limit. It makes me want to inconspicuously escape from the rattle that adamantly stifles my being to just get a breathing. I could really use the help of some ice cream and an amazing view of the mountains or the tranquil, unadulterated splash of warm sea water gently rushing between my legs. I need peace and my soul is clamoring relentlessly for it.
Am I just feeling this because I spend more than enough of my time glorifying the word 'busy' at my own expense? I get exhausted just rationalizing about it. Let me check back in a few--i'll sleep on this first.
I'm just tired, I know. For tonight, i'll find refuge under the sheets of my white linen sheeted bed.
PS: on hindsight, I wish I looked as polished and put-together as Emmy Rossum on my blah days. Grrr watch!!!
Am I just feeling this because I spend more than enough of my time glorifying the word 'busy' at my own expense? I get exhausted just rationalizing about it. Let me check back in a few--i'll sleep on this first.
I'm just tired, I know. For tonight, i'll find refuge under the sheets of my white linen sheeted bed.
PS: on hindsight, I wish I looked as polished and put-together as Emmy Rossum on my blah days. Grrr watch!!!
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